Hopeless Conversations

[Valodya Bassarov]

"You could, Mischa won't be coming back for it..."

Bassarov tries to joke.

"Yes, you may call me comrade, I don't hear that enough..."

[Hayven]

that is true, and it burns the skin as well, so maybe humans were meant to be creatures of the night, and they are living their day time lie...." I laugh at this and smile at my new companion.

[Mikhael Nadyezhda (Mischa)]

I smile.

"Well comrade, it has been a long day for me, as I imagine it has been for you. I think I'm going to bed right now."

I wrap my arms around him and kiss him on the cheek, I snuggle under the covers shortly afterwards.

"Tommorow will bring a new day, and with it, new opportunities."

[Helen Gin]

Helen smiles. "Yes, I suppose that is true." Helen watchs people walk pass them. "It's been so long snice I've talked to some one, not for the purpose of just to give them ill fate and move on."

[Valodya Bassarov]

"Yes, it will...goodnight..."

Bassarov would love to stay with him, he has been alone and his heart aches for companionship, but...there are many things that he must sort out first.

"It was nice...."

Bassarov leaves things at that and returns to his room. He goes there feeling a little less empty, and with a renewed sense of hope.

[Hayven]

i know what you mean. sometimes, the only friend i have is my own deep depression. i like talking to you as well. i look at the sky which thankfully is starting to cloud over. the sky has always been gray with misty tears and the years of solitude.

[Helen Gin]

Helen smiles. A actual smile. "I know the feeling." She had truely never met any one that was even close to like herself. Alone and probably doomed.


Helen takes off her glass and stares at them. "I think it's going to rain." She says looking to the sky.

[Hayven]

I would like that. i would like the rain.
it starts to sprinkle, i get up and stand out in the rain, i want it to pour all over me and cleanse me and this world.

[Mikhael Nadyezhda (Mischa)]

I lay on my back, and stare up at the ceiling. What a day...

I crawl out of my clothes under the sheets, and snuggle into the familiar bed. I wish he could have spent the night with me, but I understand why he didn't. There's always tommorow, and the day after. The future just got brighter.

I quickly doze off into unconsciousness.

[Helen Gin]

Helen puts out a hand, watching the water drop onto her hand and slowly drip off. "Yes.. I would like that too." She says quietly. Helen always loved the rain.

She could feel the water drop on her lightly. Helen would often get losted in her own mind when it was raining.

" 'the rain falls, cleaning the world slowly.' "

[Hope98]

I watch Kakashi and wait for him to reply.
I refuse to believe that he is an evil person. He is just the victim of an unfortunate sitaution. I feel for him.

[Hayven]

I let the rain wash me. I turn my face up to it, for nourishment and for purification. water drips from me like lies from politicians and attaches itself to my body, until my clothes are wet and tight. i take off my white trenchcoat to better feel the rain on my body. i would take it all off to be watered by the sky. water is life, i am alive now, refreshed by the cold tears of the clouds above.

[Valodya Bassarov]

Bassarov takes off his clothes and goes to bed. He lays awake for a while thinking of the recent events in his life. Finally, sleep takes him, and he sleeps deeply and dreamlessly.

[Helen Gin]

Helen does not hear Hayven speak. She is deep in her thoughts. "Ah..." Helen stands up looking around. She looks back at Hayven. "The rain is refreashing I suppose." She looks to the side and crosses her arms.

" More to a Ruwai then it would be to some one else."

[Hayven]

"indeed it is. it is life for me, the need thing. but it is getting late and i am weary. i have a room here in town, i will go there now. do you have a place to stay? i should get out of these wet clothes." the rain has stopped, but the skies are still dark, and i am still wet.