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Post by Kinyo-bi on Jun 23, 2004 3:57:03 GMT -5
Kinyo-bi turns back into his human like form and puts a hand on Hope's shoulder. "We are all programed by genetics, by environment, and by experience. If you are a machine, it does not make your experiences and emotions any less valid than the rest of ours." He feels for the first time a loss for words. What can be said to patch up such hurt and loss. "I care about you, more than you know. I know you are having a hard time, and feel that too much is expected of you. But you have not failed any of us. You are simply crushed by the gravity of your own high standards. No one expects you to save anyone. No one expects you to be perfect....but I would not mind if you were happy. "
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Post by Hope98 on Jun 23, 2004 4:08:05 GMT -5
"Thankyou Kinyo-bi, you are a good friend. But it is difficult. Genki, Ran, and Mikomi are dead. And...I am not all that enthused about being an android. I suppose it could have its perks. I will never get old or gain weight."
I try to laugh at the situation.
"I have to be a better and stronger person. I feel like I was designed to do more than what I have done. I will change that."
I start walking back towards the home of Dr. Yorokobi.
I have failed and shied away from battles.
"I have been afraid to fight. I have been afraid to face my existance. I wish I could simply rid myself of these limitations so I can be the person I need to be."
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Post by Kinyo-bi on Jun 23, 2004 4:13:26 GMT -5
Kinyo-bi smiles and walks behind Hope. She has the qualities of a leader, someone who will someday augment society. He does not mind walking behind her.
"You should simply accept what you are lest you become like Genovia. Genovia has sought to rid herself of emotional weaknesses. She has closed herself off to life and goodness. We are all weak, and the best of us fail the most, since that is how we grow. You should not exchange your humanity for a coloused and bitter perfection."
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Post by Hope98 on Jun 23, 2004 4:22:23 GMT -5
"I will listen to your advice. Thanks. You are very wise." I smile at the fox demon and give him a hug. He is quickly becoming one of my closer allies.
I do feel better. Now, I have some business to attend to. I leave Kinyo-bi, walking away briskly.
I return to Yorokobi's home. I walk back to the room where Zex and Calithin are still talking.
"I am sorry about earlier. I was a little emotional about being an android and the deaths of my friends. I am going to find Genovia...and kill her. This is not something that I want to do, but something that I feel I need to do for the good of society and to avenge my friends."
I announce this is in a more confident voice. I am starting to feel more like myself.
I walk over to Calithin.
"I trust that things will go well in my fight. She is not that powerful, and my energy supply has no limit. Thanks for coming here to me. I love you, with all my heart. I am a machine. I am not sure what that means to you, or if you are disappointed. Regardless, I care and I suppose that is all that really matters. I am sure that is not programmed, since if it was, I would have tried to over ride that programming...since you can be aweful and arrogant sometimes."
I touch his hand and move to kiss him, but back away.
"No, I will see you later."
I leave all of them and start my mission to track Genovia....and kill her.
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Sakura Zukamori
Senior Member
Government Slave
If I could, I'd do alot of mean things to everyone. But I can't, so I won't. Yet.
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Post by Sakura Zukamori on Jun 23, 2004 11:23:35 GMT -5
Sakura steps out of a cab and tries to stretch his arms, dificult with his hands locked as they are.
"Now then, to find myself Party Member..."
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Post by Janele on Jun 23, 2004 13:34:33 GMT -5
Patrick and Janele were walking back to the rebel house when Paradox comes across our view. Paradox sees them and walks up to Patrick.
They stop walking and look at Paradox. Janele gives Paradox an odd look. She replies for Patrick. [glow=maroon,2,300]They are all good friends. You just need to get used to them, that is all.[/glow]
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Post by Patrick on Jun 23, 2004 13:42:08 GMT -5
Patrick smiled at Paradox. He hadn't liked Riku that much either, especially when he was living with all the rebels.
"I guess what she said is right," he said, sniffing the air, "been to a hospital recently." He caught the steryl(SP?) scent on him of a doctor's office along with the bland scent of pills. The one's which he was carrying.
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Post by Riku on Jun 23, 2004 15:02:31 GMT -5
i sigh, yet another reason to hate anarchists.... . i lean forward abit so i was sitting up straight. ... should have put a tracker on the necklace i gave her.... i sigh and put my feet down, knowing that i couldnt do that to her. i stand and glance around the room. ... maybe i should make something else.... i shrug and sit down in one of the chairs, i put my hands together then spread them so they are only touching at the finger tips, i concentrate and it starts to glow between my hands.
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Post by Surma on Jun 23, 2004 16:42:21 GMT -5
"I am not good nor am I bad."Surma entered the Cancer Ward looking around calmly."I protect the good and the bad."Surma found the elevator and headed for the fourth floor of the Cancer Ward."Go ahead kill me.That is,if you can.But that is impossible.Even though you are Jumala Obsidion.Even Ukko can't kill me.Not even all the Jumalas combined."The elevator made a ding and Surma and Satsujin came out of the elevator."But I feel somewhat sad.Not able to be killed....Not able to be stayed down.You maybe thinking that immortality is what i'm talking about..no.What i'm talking about is somewhat like immortality..Different...powerful..very powerful."Surma stoped for one second and looked at the ground.Than started to walk again."Killing is a gift,and so is immortality.If you were to be killed,you would be brought to the truth.Immortality...it keeps you away from knowing the truth..forever."Surma looked at the door infront of him.It said room 204.The angel was there.The angel that was in pain and close to death.
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Post by Kaieka on Jun 23, 2004 16:53:56 GMT -5
I turn and face Illiden. I want to tell him what has been going on in my life, but it seems like a daunting task. It is hard to describe what you don't fully understand. I take a deep breath and begin to speak.
"I had some things that I had to work though in my life, and I couldn't be distracted... or be a distraction to others.
Illiden, I have felt for a long time that my life has lacked purpose. Everything that I do seems to fall through or turn into something terrible. It is hard to continue living when this is the case. I needed to take some time and think hard on what my life has become, and what I should do about it.
You were right, Illiden, with what you told me. I do need to make a change. I am not certain even now what that change must be, but I know that there needs to be something. My life is so empty, and I am tired of living with this consuming emptiness inside of me.
I'm sorry, I shouldn't burden you with all of this, but I need help. I can't do it on my own, especially since I don't know what it is that i need to do.
My eyes leave Illiden's and I look around the woods. I feel as though I have asked him to be a solid part of my life, and with our history... that seems a strange thing, we have had some bad times together. But, I cannot be alone any longer. It is too much to handle.
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Post by Brady on Jun 23, 2004 17:16:55 GMT -5
I wake up and yawn.
Huh? Man. I slept for to long. I get up and rub my head. Usha is taking I nap so I kiss her on the cheek and I head over to the shed for wood.
What should I make? Maybe a bed? I could probably buy a blanket at the store.
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Post by Calithin on Jun 23, 2004 18:28:45 GMT -5
* I run after Hope, past Kinyo-bi, at the very least have to say good-bye. I finally catch up to her, grab her arm and turn her around. I kiss her before backing up a bit still holding her hand. *
" I love you more though you know...I will see you soon. Good luck Hope... Oh and what are you doing leaving to go fight anyway, this is clearly my job. Good-bye. Take care alright. "
* I smile warmly, kiss her hand, and teleport to my mother's hospital room. I look down at my mother and then at the door. This is it...wow so dramatic. *
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Post by Zero 009 on Jun 23, 2004 20:29:14 GMT -5
Zero began asking around at all the rebels standing around in the church.
"What do you think should be done about Bassarov's capture/surrender? Do you think we should take action or continue to command ourselves?"
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Post by Kuroga on Jun 23, 2004 20:33:07 GMT -5
Kuroga still following Chai when a cab almost ran her over she jumped back form her sly stalking movements.
Watch where your going .
Kuroga say as a guy with handcuff steps out. The cab drvier looked at her and flipped her off before drivering madly away.
Road rage CAB DRIVER!!!!!!!!!
She yells as the cab vanish in the crowds of vechiles. She then turns to him
WELl... hello... kuroga whats's yours
She asks cheerful after nearly almost getting hit.
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Post by Cathie Magnesa on Jun 23, 2004 20:38:27 GMT -5
Cathie looks up at the man from her flute. She slowly lifts her lips from her the flute as the rest of the flower begin to heal. Her eyes saden , She smiles at him
I will be back to my old self soon..... I guess that event at the festival tramized me somewhat. Iam very sorry for making you feel sad. I will not let that happen again. I should not of shown my greif.... its just that I haven't see such a site seens..... never. I never saw anything like that. My heart hurts.
She tried to laugh but what came out was tears and choked crys. She shoke her head and then looked up she whipped her tears.
. I was unsually by myself. See.... iam..... or was a preistess and i never lift this place.. only when some dragons stumble to this land did i ever see something new.
her smile was brighter at the thought of Aris and her eyes no longer teary eyed. She cared for him very greatly, even if he seemed differnet his old self was still in there some where.
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