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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Aug 4, 2004 4:35:05 GMT -5
"Th... They're very nice." I say, when in truth I barely have an opinion. Art is yet another thing I have had little exposure to. "I... Iltanesh is certain to return... I'll need your help next time I have to face him. I'm sorry for causing so many problems..." I mutter. Again I try unsuccessfully to roll a cigarette, but all of the tobacco winds up on Bassarov's carpet. "I....... Sorry, for making a mess.. I..." I begin to cry once again.
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Aug 4, 2004 4:37:37 GMT -5
Bassarov sits beside her and puts his arm around her to comfort her sadness.
"No...it is nothing. Why...you keep my life in order. I am much less inclined to do things I will regret when you are around."
He touches her soft black hair.
"I will help you in any fight, though I am not as strong as you are. I need you around. I would gladly fight to help you."
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Post by Valkoinen Joki on Aug 4, 2004 4:38:30 GMT -5
i grin slightly. "..., guess you'll have to find out...". i stand still. "if your going to attack, do so... the sooner you will find out". i look at her. "torment?..., its your fault it turned out like this...".
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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Aug 4, 2004 4:42:04 GMT -5
"Thank you." I whisper, putting my arm around the man. "I don't know how I brought this about myself... I'm such a d'amned fool! I should've killed Iltanesh when I had the chance! Now I may have no choice about my own life! D'AMN YOU ILTANESH!"
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Aug 4, 2004 4:44:01 GMT -5
"I think you should hold off. I think he wanted to show you someting. Give it time. Things always make sense it time." Bassarov explains.
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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Aug 4, 2004 4:49:58 GMT -5
"I don't want to see it! I finally find happiness and then this! I mean look at me! I'm shaking! I can't even make a cigarette, something I can normally do in my sleep almost." I say in an almost hysterical tone. "I never asked for any of this, what right does that b'astard have to interfere?"
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Aug 4, 2004 4:54:02 GMT -5
He puts his finger to her lips. "Shhhh....calm down...." He looks into her eyes. "I shouldn't have let him do that. I should have done something...but...I was not aware what would become of it."
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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Aug 4, 2004 4:56:57 GMT -5
"I was foolish not to ask sooner... I.. I know I would've ended my own life to escape... to escape the pain..." Again I try to satisfy my craving, and again fail due to the jitters. "Valodya... Please?"
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Aug 4, 2004 5:01:12 GMT -5
"It isn't good for your...health...." Bassarov has qualms aiding her in smoking, since it is abbeting some future health problem. Something he wants no part of. But, she is desperate, so he rolls her cigarette anyway. Mischa smoked...Kaieka...drank... so he just silences his opposition. "Here..." He hands her the cigarette, touching her fingers briefly. Then he moves away from her putting his hands behind his head.
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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Aug 4, 2004 5:03:32 GMT -5
"Thanks..." I say as I proceed to poison myself. "I am not as greatly affected by these as humans, but I can understand your concern." Or can I? Would he worry about my health if he didn't care about me? Yet another unasked question. "I know you have helped me a lot, I wish there was more I could do to repay you..."
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Aug 4, 2004 5:07:10 GMT -5
"No, you do enough, far more than others. You have no idea. It is aweful how loyal you are. Last night I felt guilty with Mischa because of it. You give up a lot...." Bassarov replies.
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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Aug 4, 2004 5:09:44 GMT -5
"You say I give up a lot, and yet here I have more freedom than I ever did in my other life." I chuckle breifly despite my reddened, teary face. "I've been fooling myself this whole time... I say I owe you a life-debt, but..."
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Aug 4, 2004 5:13:53 GMT -5
Bassarov feels a little awkward at the moment. Maybe like teetering at the edge of a pit. Unbalanced and confused.
He turns to Zero....
"but...?..."
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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Aug 4, 2004 5:16:28 GMT -5
"It's strange. We should be enemies, but I feel so comfortable around you... When I think of you I get this warm feeling in my belly, it's like... Like..." I don't know what to say. Emotion is something I barely understand, I don;t even know what most emotions are called.
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Post by Damascus on Aug 4, 2004 5:20:57 GMT -5
Bored of trying to reach Silver, Dane tries someone else. Although he doesn't much like his attuidude, there's nothing better to do, so Dane reachs his mind out to Valk.
Hey, Valk, you there? Can you hear me? Where are you? Can I help? Is it fun where you are?
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