In the Name of Reason

[Simona Weil]

It was a lie. God doesn't exist.

I stare out vacantly as he holds me

[Edea]

A limo drives up by the metro. I get out surrounded by body guards. A guard hands me a Pompilate. I checked threw the days meetings.

"Hmmm, it seems I will have to take public transportation today. If I am going to understand the locals, I have to understand thier way of life." I said

I turned to the body guards. "I can take it from here. Make sure your at the reble base at 10:00 AM this morning." I said

"I'll meet you there." I said as I walked down the stairs. I saw a women preparing for matenience of somthing. "Hello, is thier a problem?" I asked

["Zero" Americanski]

I hear the strange woman ask me a question. Something doesn't feel right about her, so I answer "Simply repairing the coachwork on this old train. Who are you?"

[Sasha Kropotkin]

I sit there in a stupid silence, unsure how to respond to Simona. An indescribable feeling wells up inside of me, building up in the back of my throat, and behind my eyelids.

I turn my head downwards, and sit in uncomfortable silence.

[Simona Weil]

"It's fine. I understand now. I was wrong. Everyone is wrong sometimes. Sometimes it just takes a lot to see it."

["Zero" Americanski]

Seeing how whoever asked me a question isn;t saying anything I simply get up and leave. I can finish this later.

(Moderator: Edea, next time you post to someone and they respond you NEED to respond too.)

[Sasha Kropotkin]

"Simona..."

I rest my headon her shoulder.

"...Maybe you should get some rest..."

[Simona Weil]

I touch his hair and just stare at the door.

"Rest would be good. I feel tired. Very tired."

[Sasha Kropotkin]

I kiss her cheek, then pick her up and carry her to her room.

"I'm here, Simona..."

I set her down in her bed, and sit down beside her, holding her hand. Simona's faith is unwavering, how can she be like this..?

I kiss her forehead.

[Simona Weil]

"I really don't feel much, so you don't have to worry. I don't really hurt. I just feel empty." I smile weakly and let him kiss me.

"I am here and that's all that matters. I guess it goes to show that we all have limits."

[Sasha Kropotkin]

"Well, I should let you get some rest then..."

I kiss her hand then stand up, then walk towards the door.

"Goodnight, Simona." I say, standing in the doorway.

I close the door behind me and walk into Antero's room, he is still sound asleep.

I quietly shut the door behind me, and approach his bed in the pitch black, slowly sliding under the covers. I straddle him, grab his wrists, and hold them above his head. He wakes up.

I bend down, and wrap my lips around his.

[Simona Weil]

Sasha leaves me and I can't sleep.

I dont want to be alone like this. I wish he would have stayed.

I stare up at the ceiling with unblinking empty eyes.

There will be no sleep

[Valodya Bassarov]

"It was great talking to you Mischa, I wish we had more time together. I am glad you brought that new rebel over as well. You didn't catch me at a bad time at all. So, with that said, is there anything else we need to discuss?"

Bassarov looks at the clock and is becoming impatient. He loves Mischa but feels that somehow his comrade's timing was just too good to be coincidence.

[Mikhael Nadyezhda (Mischa)]

"Well, nothing really comes to mind..."

I stand up.

"I should probably get out of your hair."

I start to walk to the door, then turn around.

"...I didn't interrupt anything, did I? Anything at all?" I ask in a suspicious tone.

[Simona Weil]

I get up out of my bed, and leave my room.

I walk over to Antero's and see that he is with Sasha.

Since there is no God looking down on me, I guess it really doesn't matter what I do anymore.

I enter the room silently and close the door. I get into bed between them.