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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Oct 6, 2004 21:19:41 GMT -5
"I... think we just need to accept... each other... that we both love the same... man." I still find the concept of two men together disgusting, and I'm sure I always will... But I have to accept that these two men were likely together before I was even born! "I won't dishonor you by lying... I love Valodya, and always will love him. But I never meant to... Interfere with you..."
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Post by Sophia on Oct 6, 2004 21:20:38 GMT -5
I laugh a little. Probably not the response he would've liked to hear from me, but his condescending behavior is amusing.
"I am an anarchist because I believe that the only way we will achieve a utopian society, is if we govern ourselves. Any sort of established government which elects leaders will inevitably lead to a heirachy, which leads to the subordination of the individual. We can do it, we just need the opportunity to, which every ruling class in history has failed to give us. Why did you become a nihilist?"
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Oct 6, 2004 21:20:53 GMT -5
Bassarov feels uncomfortable about the situation.
"Well, I think people should be honest about their feelings. Sweeping things under the rug is not the answer always. Sometimes dealing with conflict or having things out in the open is a better policy."
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda (Mischa) on Oct 6, 2004 21:25:17 GMT -5
I smile at '...is not the answer always'. Vossya's grammar always slips when he's nervous or anxious.
"I don't think you need me to explain how this puts me in a difficult position, Vossya, Zero... I wish I could just let things be the way they are, and let the chips fall where they may, but frankly, I have known you for a long time Vossya, and I know you better than anybody else."
I lean up against the wall, and try to keep my cool.
"I don't feel as though it's possible for you to love just one person the way you love me. You probably should have been an anarchist in that regard... I just... I'm having a hard time accepting that..."
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Post by Soren on Oct 6, 2004 21:25:49 GMT -5
"Government is a fungus that grows off our rotten truths. Change has to happen to people before it can happen to society, or else we will always repeat our mistakes, only in new incarnations of states." Soren replies.
"I am an anarchist in a sense as well, but I believe that what good is it to get rid of our physical government if we are still governed by the false truths that brought it into being. Anarchy applies to moral law just as much as it does to state law."
He sits on the couch.
"I am a nihilist since my father is a concervative lutheran pastor and I wanted to piss him off. ....but I came to like being a nihilist and accept it as more than that."
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Oct 6, 2004 21:28:40 GMT -5
Bassarov laughs. He tries to be somewhat intelligent but continues to word things awkwardly.
"But really we ought not to not want to get along. If you get my meaning..." He says mocking himself.
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Post by Sasha Kropotkin on Oct 6, 2004 21:29:00 GMT -5
"Oh Antero..."
I sit beside him, and wait for Wyrm.
"You're so cute." I say, kissing his cheek. "I'll sing for you when we have a smaller audience."
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Post by TheWyrm on Oct 6, 2004 21:30:46 GMT -5
After getting dressed, I walk into the living room. Sasha is appeasing Antero as usual.
"Alright, can we go now? I need to get to work on my computers, stupid androids..."
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Post by Rayven on Oct 6, 2004 21:31:41 GMT -5
Rayven heard Damascus's message just as she settled into the room she bought for her and Silver. She wasn't sure what Silver was doing, but she told the clerk or whatever they called him here in India, that a girl with the name of Silver Crystal is to be told that her sister Rayven already bought a room to share. It was cheaper, anyways if they did. Although, when Damascus came, he would have to get his own room for both of them to stay in.
She picked a bed and fell on it, I'm just lying here waiting for you. She hugged the pillow, Just come back safe, okay...? She sighed, and snuggled up to the pillow. Maybe she could have a short dragon nap...
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Post by "Zero" Americanski on Oct 6, 2004 21:34:52 GMT -5
(I have to go as soon as one of you replies... Sorry, just keep talking)
"It doesn't bother me that Valodya is polygamus." I say, but even this may be deception... I do find myself feeling jealous when other women are around him. "I accept him as he is. The point is we have too many enemies to make each other enemies. I can accept Valodya's love of you... If you can accept his love for me."
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Post by Sophia on Oct 6, 2004 21:35:32 GMT -5
I smile.
"Well, I'm glad we can see eye to eye on something... My parents were political radicals, one of them worked inside of Red Infinity, and the other worked outside. Both ended up killed for trying to reform it." I say numbly.
I sit down across from Soren.
"I guess I am just a little more obedient than you."
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Oct 6, 2004 21:36:23 GMT -5
"This is really my fault, I am sorry that I have done this to both of you. I am sorry."
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Post by Mikhael Nadyezhda (Mischa) on Oct 6, 2004 21:40:21 GMT -5
"It's not your fault, Vossya... But this is asking a lot from me."
I look around the room awkwardly.
"I am going to need time to think about this. I should be excited that this means some great implications on my side of the relationship, that I can now see whoever I want, but not only is that totally untrue since I know you, Vossya, would kill me if I was doing the same thing, but I don't want to be with anybody else. I need time to think this through, and until then, I suggest we just go about our normal routine."
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Post by Soren on Oct 6, 2004 21:41:14 GMT -5
"I will tell you the truth. It is hard to believe in nothing. But believing in nothing is like being in withdrawal from a drug. I gave up on the drug of false truths, it is hard to stand there with nothing after being dependant. But in time, I think I can find happiness, and I will not longer have these cravings and pains." Soren responds,
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Post by Dante "the Vulture" on Oct 6, 2004 21:43:03 GMT -5
Dante got up and got fully dressed, walking out of the door and heading down the hallways of the Berlin base. He asked people where Cassinda was, and he called out her name, but so far nothing. He kept trying however. He wanted to see her again, to hold her and kiss her. He wanted to feel warm inside again and feel her against him again.
He eventually learned that the last place she'd been was with some Haya-ji, or something like that. He was confused that she was spenting so much time with another man, but he wasn't going to jump to any conclusions until he could ask her. Micheal had told him not to jump to conclusions, so he wouldn't now.
He wondered to the cells, hoping to find her there.
((A post to Cassinda))
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