Painful Acceptance

[riku at school]

I sigh as I teleport to zero's apartment but frown as I see no one there, I glance around hoping that red infinity didnt follow them and make them return with Iris... I couldnt let that happen

I turn and teleport out of the apartment and then start walking around kyoto, I sigh and glance at the japanese shops... perhaps I shouldnt have made it seem so hard to make me rejoin red infinity... tehn perhaps hoshi wouldnt have left so early, I sigh again and shake my head, I knew very well taht it wouldnt have helped much.... but then again, I probably could have gotten her to join teh rebels instead



Zack
I let otu a sigh of relief as she drops the subject. I smile slightly. "thanks... and just because students are rebels doesnt mean that they shouldnt be able to go to school, I mean that is discriminating against what tehy believe isnt it?"

Mamori (his internet service is down for now, er... mitsune, do you remember if he has a color to his post?)
I glance at the coyote and frown again, I didnt like tricker's nor shapeshifters but I would stand him for mitsune. I stand near mitsune as I glance around the caves. "we can perhaps go for a walk... I rather hate being cooped up when it is nice out"


((well see you all tonight, I have to go do more work -.-*_

[Toivo Koivisto]

"Okay Swan, for now I will just wait."

[Rodthingy Maestro-Reborn]

"Me? I have been doing nohing. Just spreading the word far as I can, running from the league of the godless. You know, that sortta stuff. Nothing interesting."

[Simona Weil]

"I recently took a job as a maid for a man obsessed with Sherlock Holmes, that was interesting. I was trying to save money for a printing press for Zinn. I died before I could save enough...oh well..."

[Rodthingy Maestro-Reborn]

"I am sorry. Not be be rude, but if I may ask, how did you die?"

[Josh the Crash Master]

((Wait a minute. Did someone say Satsujin destroyed all of Japan? I never read that part, if indeed he did, but I'm sure someone said he did. If not, my bad. Or "my mistake" if you prefer.))
No had answered at Bassarov's place, which is where Josh had met Varsha, "Zinn's friend." He was to soft when it came to kids, and even more so if they were girls. As a boy, he'd always been told not to cry and sexism had been bred into him. Not that women were weaker, he beileved the exact opposite, but that men should be strong, in physical strength and in character. Part of his character happened to be helping out little kids.
He took a long drag on his cigarette.
"Zinn's friend, eh? So, how'd you get to know ol' stick in the mud? A stroke of bad luck, huh?" He said, chuckling. "So, I guess I'll ask the question: What are your believes? As an anarchist, that is. Why do you think government shouldn't apply? Its a pretty big decision to make at a young age, and it had been hard for me to leave my Red Infinity cradle, I'll admit it. What made you leave yours?"

[Simona Weil]

"Antero and Sasha raped Lady Blue. I died when she blew up the anarchist base in Amsterdam in an act of revenge."

[Rodthingy Maestro-Reborn]

"Wow, thats deep. Poor Antero, he'll be living with that guilt for ever. Im sorry for your unfortunate death, I wish there was something I could do."

"Here's a question: how do you liek being a spirit?"

[Simona Weil]

"I like that I can still talk to those I care about, but it is a sad existance. I feel cold and hungry at all times, and nothing will help this. I can not eat and I can not feel warmth."

[Rodthingy Maestro-Reborn]

"What a sad thing; no warmth, no love. I am truely sorry for you. I hope that somehow we might find a way to bring you back, or pass you on. If you had the choice, would you rather retrn, or move on to the next life? This world can be an awful place, you know."

[Simona Weil]

"I won't worry about that right now. I am here, and that means there must be a reason for why I am here. I will do all that I can to help this world, and when my time here is over, I will make the choice between life and death."

[Rodthingy Maestro-Reborn]

"Sounds like a plan. What do you suppose you should do now? I mean, I would have normaly invited you out for lunch or something, but I don't think any resturant would take well to ghosts, you know."

(I gtg, bakc to actual classes at school. Ill be on later thisafternoon.)

[Simona Weil]

"We can go out to lunch, but to most people it will appear that you are eating alone and talking to yourself. I hope you don't mind."

[Rodthingy Maestro-Reborn]

"Not at all. People think im crazy normaly, so what does it matter?"

I chuckle. What a spectical.

"As soo as your ready, we can go. You want to put on some makeup or something? Sorry, I know Im not funny."

(Bye, all)

[Simona Weil]

"I could put some makeup on, I am looking a little pale..." I reply jokingly.

"Let's go."

I float through the door and wait for him outside.