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Post by Simona Weil on Feb 11, 2005 2:54:20 GMT -5
"I think we were talking about the revolution weren't we? How socialists are so limited in thinking they can remove economic power without removing state power. Power is power."
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Post by Antero Black on Feb 11, 2005 2:57:11 GMT -5
"They just go around and around in circles. They'll never get it."
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Post by Simona Weil on Feb 11, 2005 2:59:56 GMT -5
And I look at Antero and wonder if something I did made him as messed up as he was. Maybe it wasn't his fault that he became what he became. I was there and influenced his life in a strange way. Sasha and I did things that in retrospect he shouldn't have done. We were adults, but he really wasn't. How much did the things that happen effect Antero in a negative way. Why did we do what we did? No wonder my brother disliked my relationship with Sasha and Antero.
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Post by Antero Black on Feb 11, 2005 3:02:06 GMT -5
Antero wakes up in the van. He must have dozed off. He looks at Sakari and then Zinn. He hates the way Zinn looks at him. He is starting to feel like this road trip is stifling him.
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Post by Ezra Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:08:55 GMT -5
"We never see each other any more. I don't even know you. I try not to judge you for what you do, but I have a hard time accepting the company you keep."
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Post by Simona Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:10:06 GMT -5
"They really are good, intelligent people who care about other people. That's why we do what we do. We care. We have a vision for the world."
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Post by Ezra Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:11:05 GMT -5
"Are you doing this for attention? The Christian anarchist pacifist thing. I am having a hard time understanding it."
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Post by Simona Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:12:47 GMT -5
"It was a slow process. A person has to keep an open mind. I have traveled and experienced many different things. These conclusions didn't just drop into my head from the sky. And no, I am not trying to get attention. That is a little insulting that you think so poorly of my decisions."
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Post by Ezra Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:13:43 GMT -5
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend you. I try hard not to judge you and to accept it all. I just don't understand it."
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Post by Simona Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:15:48 GMT -5
We sit together and watch the people pass us by. For a moment I lean my head on his shoulder.
"It isn't fair. You got the all the tall genes. And the logic ones."
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Post by Ezra Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:16:44 GMT -5
"Logic isn't something genetic. It is learned. Sometimes you think with your emotions too much."
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Post by Simona Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:17:41 GMT -5
I laugh a little.
"You would be happier if you learned to be more emotional."
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Post by Ezra Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:18:20 GMT -5
"What are you talking about? I'm perfectly happy with my life. Sometimes you say the strangest things."
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Post by Simona Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:19:13 GMT -5
"You are so passionless sometimes. What matters to you? What is important in this world?"
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Post by Ezra Weil on Feb 11, 2005 3:20:06 GMT -5
"I am not passionless. It's just, I' m not as open as you are. I happen to care about many things, I just prefer not to discuss them."
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