The Agony of Impossible Infatuations

[Fenitchka]

I clean up Iris' room but don't bother talking to her. Sometimes I get the idea that she doesn't want me there. I;ll just do my job and stay out of her way.

While I work I think of Kolya and hope that Red Infinity is taking good care of him.

I cry a litte as I clean out Meeker's litter box. But this is the best way. I am too young to be a parent. Red Infinity knows best.

[Valkoinen Joki]

I smile as I hear krupskaya.

"oh come on krupskaya... your not that late, you just work too hard.... so eat your breakfast and then we can get to work... We are still going to look for that lake arent we?"

[Nitas]

While walking down the halls, Nitas stopped when he heard the sounds of crying in his pointy ears. He blinked alittle as he turned around, there was a woman who was crying.. but only alittle..
For some reason.. She reminded him of someone... was it his mother..? no.. his mother was dead...she died right after he was born... at least.. that's what they say..

[Andrew Kasher]

"People kill one another over their vision of god. Of course, there is more to this than just religion. Class politics are the ultimate force besides such conflict. Nevertheless, I feel obligated to live a lie since it gives people hope in the time being. I hope that someday people don't need Gods or angels, that we can make Earth so good that the concept of heaven dies away. But until then, I feel like I owe humans something." Elijah replies. His voice is sad and his expression thoughtul.
"I have been living this way so long that I don't know what or who I am naturally. I maybe half human but I have never felt a sense of humanity. I feel....like I need to represent something. I am not a person but an idea or a hope."

Andrew looks a little perplexed. "I... I don't think reinforcing a stereotype gives anyone hope," he says honestly.

"Lying to people to give them hope is wrong. I mean, I guess I am a hypocrite because I have done so a few times before, but that is because telling people they are about to die is an awful thing to do.... well, justifying and minimizing doesn't make me sound more valid... er... You're as much a person as I am. You have a body, and a mind, and hopes, and dreams. You shouldn't belittle yourself. You can represent an idea and be an individual at the same time. Mr. Bassarov represents a Red Infinity that could have been, but he still has time to play his violin, or paint, or spend time with Mr. Nadyezhda and Zero."

[Lady Blue]

I arrive back at the capitalist meeting to apologize to my father, but am horrified by what I see. "Daddy?! DADDY!!!" I scream out, barely noticing anyone else. I can tell he is alive, but unless he gets treatment not for long...

[Erika "Zwei" Faust]

"So just what do you want from me?" I ask Dr. Murdock. I am getting tired of being badgered. I am beginning to realize that really I have no personal qualms against Youki, just with who he is loyal to...

[John Peron]

Peron places Carter and Dinari on the sofa of the house in Lapland.

"Necissita ayuda!" Peron shouted down the hall. He heard Lady Blue scream and ran into the room. He walked up to her and pat her on the shoulder, trying his best to comfor her and assure her that Carter would be fine soon.

[Lady Blue]

I wipe my eyes and try to stand, but can't. "We need to get someone to help them... or they'll die!"

[John Peron]

"Sí, usted está correcto. ¿Allí no aparece ser cualquier persona en la casa - usted sabe a cualquier persona que pueda curarlos que podemos conseguir el ahold por del teléfono?" Peron asked, trying to remain calm, though it was clear he had been crying not less than a minute ago.

Translation: Yes, you are correct. There does not appear to be anyone in the house - do you know anyone who can heal them that we can get ahold of by telephone?

[Sisulu Cayenne]

Sisulu walked down the halls of The House of Terror while looking for Cephrien. He is around here somewhere. He said grinding his teeth.

[Lady Blue]

I think for a second, overstruck with grief. "No... Not around here... Call the rebels, they might,..."

[John Peron]

"¿Los rebeldes? ¿Tenemos cualesquiera de sus números - sabemos cualquier persona en todos que estarían dispuestos a ayudarnos dentro de los rebeldes fuera del FRA?" Peron asked, pulling out his cell phone with the translator.

Translation: The rebels? Do we have any of their numbers - do we know anyone at all who would be willing to help us within the rebels outside the FRA?

[Zisky]

Zisky, now alone, walks down the hall with uneasiness. This place gave her the creeps, and she was tempted to take up her old form. Especially when seeing Kaschei, he was scary.. Her thoughts are stopped as she runs into someone.

"Oh! I'm sozzy!" She says, bowing incase it was some high operative who could kill her like that. "Please don't be angez!"

(post to Sisulu.)

[Lady Blue]

"It's worth a try..." I say, then tell him Bassarov's phone number.

[John Peron]

Peron nods and dials the number, waiting for someone to pick up and hoping to high heaven this works.