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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 16:56:39 GMT -5
I left a note to Lin-sat that I would be out of my office for a while, and I headed to Moscow. I can not believe that Mikomi did this. Why? All I can think about is poor Kith who is in so much agony. This is my fault. I could have prevented this. I hope that Kith can forgive me.
I go to the Ministry of Terror, and walk upstairs to Kith's office. I feel nervous and ashamed. What can I say to him to comfort him?
I enter his office quietly and humbly.
"Kith, I am here. How are you feeling?" I ask.
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Post by Kith on Nov 18, 2003 16:59:38 GMT -5
By the time that Lady Violet arrives at my office, I am completely healed. She looks deeply concerned as she comes through the door. "I'm fine." I say. Just the sight of her inspires me to do great things. She indeed is a most amazing woman. She still looks upset. "How are you, Violet?"
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 17:02:46 GMT -5
"Please don't worry about me,Kith. I am of no importance. I am glad to see that you are healed. I'm so..so very sorry Kith. Please forgive me, this is my fault. This is all my fault....please...I am so...sorry," I want to cry again, but I refuse this time. Kith should not have been made to suffer so. He is so good and kind.
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Post by Kith on Nov 18, 2003 17:05:34 GMT -5
I walk toward her, not knowing if I should do what I feel like doing. I decide to take a chance, and take her in my arms to console her. "You are not of no importance, Violet. You are everything. You are good and kind. You are everything to the people... You are everything... to me. I could never be angry at you Violet. You are not the one who did this to me."
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 17:08:58 GMT -5
I sink into his chest and begin to cry again. I feel so much for so many people. I just want to make the world a better place. This is my fault. It has to be my fault.
"No, Mikomi did this to you, but I should be blamed. Maybe I gave him reason to think that I was not loyal. I try so hard to make everyone happy and I have betrayed you," I cry.
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Post by Kith on Nov 18, 2003 17:11:11 GMT -5
"Can't you see what he's doing to you?" I cry, "He is no good, Violet. Any man that would do this does not deserve you. You can't be held to a promise that you made so long ago... so many things have changed. It is not your fault, Violet... It's his fault."
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 17:14:24 GMT -5
"What am I to do? I can not leave him. He needs me. Myabe you don't see it, but I do. He was not always this way. He is tired, that's all. He will return to himself again. He has to....and when he does...he needs me to be there for him," I cry.
Kith's embrace is so comforting and warm. Mikomi was never affectionate. He was always cold and aloof. Kith is full of love, just like me. We are kindred spirits.
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Post by Kith on Nov 18, 2003 17:17:57 GMT -5
Her words afflict me. How could she love a man like that? She sobs into my chest, I feel her smaller form against mine. She is here with me, but her heart is somewhere else. "He's not the only one who needs you."
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 17:22:13 GMT -5
"The masses need me. All who suffer beg for me. They fall to my feet and lament for my love.I am just one woman...I can not be there for everyone...but I want to be. I want to cure all those who are wounded. If I could be Kith, I would be yours...I swear that to you. You are my greatest friend....but how can I be there for everyone? "
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Post by Kith on Nov 18, 2003 17:25:32 GMT -5
It is true. I am just another person desiring for her love. I let my arms drop and step away from her. I am selfish to want her for myself. She has always given her love so freely to the people, I had just hoped... The fact that she would give love to that Demon slayer! But her love is hers to give as she will, I cannot make her love me. "If you ever happen to change your mind, Lady Violet, I will be here."
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 17:32:57 GMT -5
His arms drop away, and I feel alone. I am so confused. A part of me wants him to hold me. And I want to comfort him for all of his sufferings. I see it on his face so clearly now. He is so alone. He needs someone. Mikomi does not need me. He has Kuro. Lin-sat does not need me. He has power. But Kith has lost faith in this system. I am all that he has. How can I do this?
My watery eyes regard him with sympathy.
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Post by Kith on Nov 18, 2003 17:37:25 GMT -5
She just stands there on the verge of tears again. I wish that I could be angry at her for loving Mikomi, but my heart cannot be mad at her. I walk to her again. "Violet. The people are not the only one's who have needs. I have needs... and you have needs. You need to be loved too. You cannot continue to give and give, if you never receive anything in return... you will become empty that way." I take her hands in mine. "Let me love you, Violet. Mikomi is always on his mission, away from here. If you let me love you, I would never leave."
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 17:40:50 GMT -5
He would never leave. He could love me with all of his heart. He does love me more than anyone else. How long have I denied him? Through it all, he never gives up on me. I do give to much. I am a martyr for Red Infinity and for love.
"Kith...Mikomi would kill you. I can not...see you get hurt again for your love..."
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Post by Kith on Nov 18, 2003 17:44:03 GMT -5
"I would fight a thousand Mikomis for just the chance to be near you. Let him come, it matters not, if only you would let me love you. You would give me all the power that I need to fend him off."
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 18, 2003 17:47:56 GMT -5
Kith can say the nicest things. He is so noble, caring, and sensitive. I could love him. Yes, I could break off my engagement with Mikomi.
"I will see Mikomi...and tell him that I will not marry him."
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