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Post by Riku on Nov 25, 2003 0:07:24 GMT -5
i loo at him but he didnt loo anything different then a regular human, i turn and start to walk away oh well, i thought you would have been a good challange. i walk out of the hotel and start to wlak away my mind else where, i didnt realize where i was going.
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Post by Kaieka on Nov 25, 2003 0:08:08 GMT -5
"Anything having to do with you and me has just as much to do with your ideologies. I don't want you to just respect me, I want you to desire me, to want to do anything for me. I can see that your desires are divided, and it is hard for me."
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Nov 25, 2003 0:10:02 GMT -5
"I do desire you. So what is the issue? Do I have to go clobber some guy that you foolishly slept with in order to prove that? It is a little too neandrathal, isn't it? "
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Zephyr
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Post by Zephyr on Nov 25, 2003 0:12:22 GMT -5
Zephyr looked into the man's face, his eyes seemed to want to pierce into his brain. That wasn't possible. All Zephyr had to do was remain completely calm, but seem slightly intimidated. Other than question him, the man could do nothing.
'I'm just doing my job... my name is James...'
Zephyr held up the nametag for him to read. This was a delicate situation...
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Post by KitsuneHime on Nov 25, 2003 0:13:07 GMT -5
Suzumi went outside and scuttled up onto the roof.
She sat there, trying not to think about Riku or her father, especially Riku. She sighed slowly. Trying not to think about either one of them was futile. She gave up and thought about them both for a long while, her arms hugging her knees.
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Post by Kaieka on Nov 25, 2003 0:16:14 GMT -5
"I... I just need some time to think. Can you allow me that? I'm going into town. I'd like to go alone."
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Post by Riku on Nov 25, 2003 0:16:35 GMT -5
i wlaked and looked around, why did i come back here?. i look around and see the villa, i look and see someone on the roof, i start to turn around but look again.suzumi?. whats wrong with her. i turn transparent and float up behind her, i watdch her, not wanting myself known
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Nov 25, 2003 0:21:22 GMT -5
"Whatever, you want. Send Zephyr my regards!"
Bassarov turns away. He is calm...and not sure if he even feels anger. He feels disassociated to the whole situation. There is a time to fight. You must fight when there is injustice. You must fight for others. But you must never fight for yourself. Bassarov's life and relationship are petty in the face of global injustice. The starving people in the world will not be helped if he wastes his energies fighting personal battles.
"I am not important. My pain is not important. Her betrayal is nothing to the masses. I am above this."
Bassarov walks off, numb and tired. His emotions are like tombs. Are they empty or do they house the bones of lost hopes.
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Post by Zephyr on Nov 25, 2003 0:24:25 GMT -5
Zephyr turned and headed to the laundry room to pick up more suitable attire. It was getting dangerous to stay around here. They were certain to smell him out sooner or later, and more often sooner. He pushed open the door, picking up a pressed suit. He scanned the area, looking for any signs of life. Finding none, he ducked into a corner and changed. The suit fit him well... better than outdated military issue clothing.
He made his way through the hotel once again, being alert but staying inconspicuous. He walked out the front door, never truly being noticed. Their security was sloppy. Very sloppy. He looked out onto the busy street as he began to make his way in the afternoon sun.
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Post by Kaieka on Nov 25, 2003 0:25:36 GMT -5
I start to walk toward town. I wanted to be alone, I asked to be alone, but really I wanted him to follow me. I want him to run up behind me and take me in his arms. Maybe I feel ashamed of what I did last night, maybe that's why part of me didn't want to be around him. I realize that I have hurt him, but that's what I do. I hurt people. I think of our relationship as I walk. Has there been a time when we have been together and I haven't done something to harm him. I poisoned him, tortured him, nearly killed him by drinking his blood... Maybe I am the one that should rethink my ways. He would be better off without me. He should pursue Lady Violet... they have everything in common. She wouldn't hurt him...
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Post by Riku on Nov 25, 2003 0:29:45 GMT -5
(lol thats not techniqueally true, no offence but so far you have hurt all of the people who you said you had feelings for)
i watched her and sighed , i couldnt keep queit the whole time, how cant you hate me?, i lied to you about almost everything, i probably wouldnt even have started talking to you, or see you if it wasnt my mission, i diceived you, so how cant you hate me?.. i was staring at the roof when i said it, i was still somewhat transparent.
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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Nov 25, 2003 0:36:19 GMT -5
Bassarov goes to his room and writes furiously. He decides he will write a pamphlet entitled "Redefining Relationships." He writes feverishly and is satisfied when he is done. It outlines all of his feelings on marraige (oppressive institution) and monogamy (where people become private property)
He feels better once he has done this important work for the greater good of the world.
He paces around the room, developing other ideas as well. He feels very inspired by this new found pain. He feels excited. He sits down at his desk and begins to write again....this time about the revolution.
He compares the global revolution to the revolution of 1917.
He is at a creative apex.
"She should hurt me more often. Yes, I need her. All of this suffering can be harnessed for the counter revolution. I have not failed! She has made me a greater revolutionary!! I hope she sees him again...for the good of the world...I hope so!" Bassarov says in a manic voice of insane thrill.
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Post by Kaieka on Nov 25, 2003 0:36:47 GMT -5
(I like things rough... is that a crime?)
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Post by Zephyr on Nov 25, 2003 0:37:12 GMT -5
Zephyr walks the streets endlessly, like a mirage in a desert. He passes people, and they do not even glance at him. Zephyr feels at peace here. Safe amongst the moving flock of human lives. He closes his eyes as he continues to walk forward, time seems to slow. When he opens his eyes, he is greeted with a ghost. A vision. Is he dreaming? Is this real? It was her... his mouth slacked as he licked his lips. The memory replayed its self a thousand times. He walked towards her, his arm outstretched. He wanted to touch her... just to make sure she was not a dream... he neared her, circling her. He felt confused... and longing...
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Post by Kaieka on Nov 25, 2003 0:39:43 GMT -5
Oblivious to my surroundings, I continue to walk and think. It is me... I am the cause of all of our problems. I shouldn't even be with him, I ruin him. I decide to turn around and head back to the villa.
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