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Post by Fascia on Jan 9, 2004 18:21:55 GMT -5
I don't move from where I am laying. "Like you really care." I look at him through the shadows. "You look different. Did you get a hair cut? It doesn't suit you." I turn my gaze back up to the ceiling.
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Post by Hatake Kakashi on Jan 9, 2004 18:32:30 GMT -5
"As much as I don't want to I think that I do care. And yes I did. I cut my hair and dyed it gray. I'm tried of being blonde."
He walks over and stares down at her.
"Now tell me what's wrong. You've gone from normal to what looks like your dying in a few hours. Have you seen yourself in the mirror?"
He pauses for a second and looks her up and down, his eyes narrowed in puzzelment, "Wait, did you gain weight?"
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Post by Fascia on Jan 9, 2004 18:35:27 GMT -5
I look down at what used to be my flat, toned stomach. There is a raised mound where it used to be. I am getting fat! I start to cry. Life sucks! I might as well look like dying, I wish that I could.
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Post by Hatake Kakashi on Jan 9, 2004 18:53:03 GMT -5
Kakashi isn't sure what to do. He's pretty sure he just said the wrong thing completely buthe has not idea how to fix it.
"Fascia," he sits down on the bed and looks down at her face, "Really, what is going on?"
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Post by Fascia on Jan 9, 2004 18:59:55 GMT -5
I continue to cry. I am not even going to try to hold it in anymore. I feel so pathetic. "I... I don't know what is wrong with me. I am just so confused, and so... I don't know... I just don't have control anymore. I feel like my life is so messed up. I can't even think about having to... I just feel so alone. Noone can understand what I am going through. You sure can't."
The tears keep coming. I am pregnant!... and fat. How am I supposed to raise a child by myself? I won't be a good mother. I can't even keep a goldfish alive! I think that I have made a terrible mistake.
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Post by Hatake Kakashi on Jan 9, 2004 19:02:54 GMT -5
Kakashi watches the tears stream down her face and can't help feeling saddness. Whatever she did to him it was over, and she felt worse then him apparently.
He gathers her in his arms holding her, laying her head on his chest and stroking her hair. He closes his eyes and breaths slowly and deeply.
"It's alright Fascia, it's alright. Let to out."
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Post by Fascia on Jan 9, 2004 19:09:59 GMT -5
He holds me close and I cry. All of my fears and frustrations seep down my face in the form of tears. I am sobbing, loud angished sobs, but I don't care anymore. I don't care if the others hear me, I can't control it anymore. I have had these feelings building up inside of me, like a volcano ready to explode. And now it has come to the surface, and the intensity of it cannot be stopped.
It feels like such a safe place, in Kakashi's arms, I feel like I don't have to be strong lying in them... he can be strong for me.
After awhile, my sobs subside and I just lay quietly in his lap. He still strokes my hair. I feel more at peace. My cathartic moment has passed. I just want to stay in this place forever, I don't want to think about what will happen tomorrow. I just want to be.
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Post by Calithin on Jan 9, 2004 19:11:30 GMT -5
* I leave a tip for the woman and step out of the cafe', it's cold, I spread out my wings and fly up a few people stare at me I just wave slightly to them. I fly to Fascia's apartment. I can feel her energy inside slightly diferent then I remember but I don't dwell on it. I look into the window and don't see anyone. I teleport inside, I take a seat on the couch in no hurry to see her.*
Well......I supose I do owe her an explination, that much I can do.
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Post by Hatake Kakashi on Jan 9, 2004 19:24:08 GMT -5
Kakashi whispers softly in Elvish, speaking a old legend from his home, a story his parents whsipered to him when he needed comfort. His voice raises slightly, shifting to high chant for the poem's chorus verse.
It's alright, do no cry, here your or safe.
Here in this place the shadow can't touch you.
Here in this place you are guarded forever,
Guarded forever in true love's embrace.
He continues to stroke Fascia's hair.
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Post by Janele on Jan 9, 2004 19:29:27 GMT -5
I wake up and see the scene. *I knew I should had stayed asleep*
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Post by Fascia on Jan 9, 2004 19:32:27 GMT -5
His voice is soothing. Hearing the Elvish tongue brings peace to my heart. "Your words are beautiful, they help to restore my heart to peace. Amin harmuva onalle e' cormamin" I say to him, I may be letting down my guard, but I don't care at the moment. I am enjoying this haitus from the storm of my emotions.
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Post by Surma on Jan 9, 2004 19:32:45 GMT -5
[shadow=red,left,300]I stay on the floor while my eyes widen as tears continue to fall from my eyes.I whisper,"P...Please help.Please help.To much pain..anguish.Someone help."[/shadow]
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Post by Patrick on Jan 9, 2004 19:35:40 GMT -5
Patrick heard Surma's screams. They were distorted and echoing in his head due to his exhaustion. He weakly opened his eyes and looked over to him. He seemed to be in pain. He tried to get up, but failed miserably.
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Post by Surma on Jan 9, 2004 19:42:19 GMT -5
[shadow=red,left,300]Surma had a flash back of his mother dieing.He saw himself as a kid,trying to run for his mother.BUt it was to late.Surma saw his mom smile at him,and she died as the blast hurled at her.After the flash back,Surma felt alone."I....I forgot the pain..But I also forgot my mom.I didn't pay attenition to the past..The suffering of others.I forgotthem all.I fogot how it felt to be soo soo alone.
The anguish..the pain..I caused it all.I'm the main reason to why everyone,even my mom die."Surma said this in his mind as tears continued to stream over his face.[/shadow]
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Post by Hatake Kakashi on Jan 9, 2004 19:48:07 GMT -5
Kakashi places his hands on Fascia's shoulders, holding her infront of him, gently but firming. He looks her in the eyes.
"Fascia, tell me what is going on, please."
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