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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 5:29:22 GMT -5
i nod. "i see... no you not ugly, even in this form. though i must admit i like the bird form better". i look at her. "and your not naked either...". i grin. "but i dont see why you would care... you didnt mind me seeing you at the River Toulena".
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Post by Swan of Tounela on Feb 28, 2004 5:35:47 GMT -5
"I meant that metaphorically. I merely feel naked like this, I am not really naked, though I am compared to when I am huge and covered with feathers. I do not care if you see this form naked......I assumed that you like myself see no beauty in it. Perhaps I was mistaken."
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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 5:42:16 GMT -5
. "no you are correct, i dont find beauty in mortals. though some may be nicer then others they are all mainly the same". i shake my head, "but yes, i like your swan form better then human, alot better. though when your in your bird form, all that isnt making you naked is your feathers". i glance at her, still not sure where this conversation came from .
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Post by Swan of Tounela on Feb 28, 2004 5:47:33 GMT -5
"I don't think that your human form is so ugly. Your red hair reminds me of your plumage. It is very brilliant, like summer evening. Your feathers remind me of the warmth of a setting sun...but I see that in your hair. When I look at this form long enough, it grows on me...I hardly see the difference..."
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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 5:55:24 GMT -5
i smile. "im not sure how to take that... good because you think highly of me, or bad because you see me in my human form, even if it is still me.. but since it is from you, i'll take it as a compliment, though that goes for you as well... your human form isnt much different from your swan form, but i guess it is just because our true form are birds that we think them better". 'or know rather'. i think back to the girl in the woods, she did look nice, but as i said she was a mortal. so that is all she could be, but swan... we were alot alike, and yet so different.
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Post by Swan of Tounela on Feb 28, 2004 6:00:38 GMT -5
I touch his hand, but then let go of it. "You should leave now. We have wated enough time talking about nonsense."
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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 6:05:06 GMT -5
i glance at her as she touches my hand and sigh as she lets go. "swan...". i look at the ground, "why, the night is still young, besides, it seems we both need a friend". i look up at her. "unless you are tired.... then i will leave".
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Post by Swan of Tounela on Feb 28, 2004 6:09:29 GMT -5
"I am not tired...I...don't know what I am." I touch him again...and this time I do not let go of his hand. I stand up...and I put my arms around him.
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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 6:16:29 GMT -5
i am surprised as she wraps her arms around me but i get used to it and return the embrace. i look at her and pull her towards me so she is sittin on the bed next to me. "swan..., i dont know either. but i dont mind this...". i smile as i look at her.
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Post by Swan of Tounela on Feb 28, 2004 6:20:22 GMT -5
I am rather confused, but do not let go. I feel coomfortable. After such a long day, and the incident with Lemminkainen, maybe I have stopped thinking clearly.
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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 6:26:52 GMT -5
i look into her eyes. "you dont mind this do you?. i know your normally not like this,.... but once wont hurt...". 'niether would any more after that...'. i smile and cup the side of her face. "i know i said that i dont like mortals, but your not a mortal, even in this form...".
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Post by Swan of Tounela on Feb 28, 2004 6:31:39 GMT -5
His words are warm and kind. His touch is soft. I lean over, and I kiss him....and it feels good to do it....
Suddenly I push him away, stand up, and fold my arms.
"I am ashamed at how foolish I am acting. Go now, we are making idiots out of ourselves..."
I push him out of my room and close the door behind him. When he is gone, I stare at the door in anger.
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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 6:34:27 GMT -5
i feel confused and hurt. i look back at the door. "swan....,your right, im sorry. hopefully you can forgive me..., good night then...." .
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Post by Swan of Tounela on Feb 28, 2004 6:36:26 GMT -5
"Go away, just leave me alone. Good night. You should have let me sleep..." I yell from behind the door. I pull the pillow over my head to muffle out his response.
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Post by Alkonost on Feb 28, 2004 7:14:37 GMT -5
i turn around and go to open the door but stop myself. "swan,...." i sigh and turn around thinking back to when she kissed me. 'mystical presense', "sorry,..." i glance around and see that everyone is sleeping, i was glad though. i sulk out of the cabin and transform again, i take off and return to my perch above kallen. being in this form made me feel better but i couldnt stop thinking about swan. 'atleast i know nothing can hurt her for awhile...'.
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