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Post by Valodya Bassarov on Nov 4, 2004 7:43:45 GMT -5
another uncreative thread.
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Post by Despair on Nov 5, 2004 20:34:04 GMT -5
Despair touches her light blonde hair.
"You seem so unbothered by everything. Your lack of memories, your grown son, your role in so much pain. I wish I could be the same way. But I can't."
He pulls away from her.
"I have so much guilt. I don't even know if it is right for me to remain activated. It is an injustice to all that I hurt."
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Post by Erika "Zwei" Faust on Nov 5, 2004 20:38:27 GMT -5
I sit down on the edge of my bed. It seems his seemingly perpetual depression has affected me. I don't want to be clinically depressed, in the Red Infinity health videos I saw the effects of prolonged use of the two most common substances used to treat stress: Ethyl alcohol and tobacco smoke. I don't want to end up like that! "Running away, or deactivating yourself, won't help those that we hurt. Only by doing good for the world will we be forgiven."
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Post by Garret thingysure on Nov 5, 2004 20:38:39 GMT -5
"Okay we can do that!" Garret takes the newsletters and walks to the theater.
"Cool, they are showing my favorite movie "Plan 9 From Outer Space!"
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Post by Allen on Nov 5, 2004 20:39:37 GMT -5
i frown slightly before chuckleing. i couldnt help it, despite meg having heard what i said. ".... james .... she isnt here to help or give you anything except pain.... she is a torturer... and this is the ministry of terror... not the ministry of health, you should be glad you get any food yet alone good food, water and all of that..."
i look up and glance down the hall, i couldnt see meg but i could feel that she was looking in my direction. i grin slightly. "whats the matter dog?.... your boyfriend hasnt been around lately... what, he out f**king other animals?...".
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Post by Despair on Nov 5, 2004 20:42:09 GMT -5
"Yes, you are right. I need to prove myself and I need to do good for all those who suffered. I am sorry that I am so depressing. It is a flaw in my programming. But I don't mind it. I have become happy being depressed."
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Post by Erika "Zwei" Faust on Nov 5, 2004 20:45:24 GMT -5
"We can overcome our flaws." I state, then explain "I can barely see with these 625 year old electronic eyes, but I don't complain. It isn't my place. I am willing to help you with your depression, if you help me make something of myself."
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Post by Despair on Nov 5, 2004 20:48:41 GMT -5
"Yes, I can help you. I will help you with whatever project Red Infinity has planned for you. It will take time, but I can find myself."
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Post by Erika "Zwei" Faust on Nov 5, 2004 20:53:36 GMT -5
"Good... That makes me feel happy. I just hope we are both successful, and useful enough to prove our worth."
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Kivutar
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Goddess of Pain
"Your just a worthless half-demon!" ~ Yura
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Post by Kivutar on Nov 5, 2004 20:55:14 GMT -5
"Yes, Kaschei." I said as I turned back. "I can't even take a rest. But tortuering is still more fun then that!" I said smiling as I went into the room. "Are you ready for your appointment?" I asked seathing my katana.
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Post by Despair on Nov 5, 2004 20:56:15 GMT -5
"I wonder what this special project is that they have planned for you. Do you have any ideas at all?"
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Post by Erika "Zwei" Faust on Nov 5, 2004 20:58:28 GMT -5
"I heard that Lady Violet was planning to call it 'Little Sister.' I don't know what that's supposed to symbolize, my only sibling was my twin brother, who died more than 600 years ago."
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Post by Despair on Nov 5, 2004 21:02:16 GMT -5
"I think it is some reference to the book 1984, where the people where ruled by an all seeing, all knowing god like dictator who is always watching. He is called Big Brother."
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Post by Erika "Zwei" Faust on Nov 5, 2004 21:04:38 GMT -5
"Oh. That makes sense. So I'm going to police the people?"
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Post by Despair on Nov 5, 2004 21:07:21 GMT -5
"I would assume so. If indeed it is a reference to that book. I wonder if you will get your own slogan...something like..."Little Sister is Looking"
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