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Post by Caine((Mæda)) on Nov 6, 2004 16:05:19 GMT -5
i start to walk forward and reach out towards her once i see her eyes but stop myself. kallen.... i frown and look down. this is my fault... . i look up at her, meeting her eyes even if she couldnt meet with mine. i am sorry m... kallen, i should have treated you better... and yes... i have realized you were gone, but i doubted that you would want to see me... . i look down slightly, ashamed of myself for what i had done to her ....
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Post by Kallen on Nov 6, 2004 16:10:52 GMT -5
Kallen's eyes move trying desperately to see him. But there is nothing she can't even see his aura. She smiles at him and slowly and tentively reaches up and out towards him.
"It was not your fault. You only wished me to be safe so you kept me as one would a pet or a child. I understand now that it was not because you did not care...it was because you cared to much...
Please Maeda sit with me. Lets talk some. It has been so long and i...I have missed you if that is allowed."
She looks down and away biting her lip. This was akward but she had missed him. She wondered what he was thinking. And if he still cared for her.
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Post by Caine((Mæda)) on Nov 6, 2004 16:16:04 GMT -5
i walk forward and sit down to the left of her, looking at her slightly, i frown and look down. ... yes it is... if i wouldnt have started fighting with dmitri then you would never have run off... atleast not then... and this wouldnt have happened... i turn slightly so i was facing her and reach up, cupping her cheek and frowning again. .... i dont see why you still care for me, after the way i treated you, yes, i do care for you and love you, but after how i treated you....
i look away and bit my lip. ... can you not heal your eyes?... i look at her again.
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Post by Kallen on Nov 6, 2004 16:23:52 GMT -5
Kallen leans into his hand and smiles. She reaches up to touch his hand and looks at where she would guess his face was.
"Of course I still care for you. I can not turn off my emotions in such a way. I found a few new friends who i care for as well. I finally joined the green party. There is a priest there named Iivari who i have become friends with."
She lowers her eyes as she thinks of Iivari. She was not sure of what he was to her but she knew what Maeda had been to her.
"Maeda...forgiveness is something i can do. It is a big part of who i am. I could never be mad at you for long. And about my eyes..."
She pulls away from him slightly.
"The goddess did this to save me from Rasputins glare. It will heal itself or stay this way. I can not heal myself since it was her divine power that did it. I can not undo the will of the goddess. And neither can she. Whatever her intentions it must work itself out. But i am learning how to live like this. I must look aweful to you."
She goes to replace the hood to hide from him.
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Post by Caine((Mæda)) on Nov 6, 2004 16:31:38 GMT -5
I frown and put my hand on hers, preventing her from putting back on the hood. no you dont kallen, you never could.... i lean forward and kiss her cheek before pulling back slightly and looking at her again, i frown slightly, ... i see.... i sigh and look down, moving my hand off of her. ... it seems like whenever the goddess protects you, it turns into a curse... . i close my eyes, thinking about how meilikki cast a spell to make her reincarnate all of those times only to die at the same age as the first, and yet, even after she found me, i made her life a curse.
i look up at her and brush her cheek. ... i wish there was a way i could take this instead of you.... i smile hoping that there was,
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Post by Kallen on Nov 6, 2004 16:38:54 GMT -5
Kallen scowls at Maeda.
"No i wouldn't wish this on anyone but myself. It is my fault. I was weak. I let Dmitri manipulate me. I let Omadon unlock the goddess. She did what she thought was the only thing to keep me safe. It is all my fault."
She moves closer to him. Without her sight her other senses are hightened. She can hear his breathing she can smell him. She forgot how much she liked those things. She moved closer until their legs touched on the bench.
"Maeda please accept that it is my curse and not yours. It is all my fault. That all of this was caused by my own naivity. I have missed you my angel. I...I was scared that perhaps you didn't want me to return. I...I stil love you. I just wish that we could communicate more. Well that we could have is what i mean."
She wanted to feel his lips again. To feel his arm around her. To touch his hair. But she was afraid. She was so afraid.
"Maeda...I...well what I...Oh f**k it..."
She reaches for his face trying to find it so she could move in closer.
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Post by Caine((Mæda)) on Nov 6, 2004 16:43:30 GMT -5
i realize what she was trying to do, after being alittle shocked at her attitude, i smile and reach up to carress her cheek before guiding her lips to my own. i close my eyes, enjoying the feel of her soft lips against mine. my hand runs through her hand, and i open my mouth slightly, only going as far as she wants to.
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Post by Artemis on Nov 6, 2004 16:49:08 GMT -5
Artemis smiles and sits beside Ashen. She doesnt mind that he snapped at her because he was right. No dragon has to be smart to smash a building to rubble.
Truth be it, she hated being stronger than him. Giving control to someone else for a change would be nice...
She shook her head to clear her thoughts. She was always in control. Thats how her mother taught her, thats how it should remain.
There isnt anything intresting about me. I am the only child of Aries. Ive never met my father and I was led to believe Seppo killed my mother, Gemini. I love to read and practice my dragon spells.
She runs her hand through her hair with her tail then lets sweep along the ground.
And for the record, while you admire my strengh, I admire your cunning intelect. I wish some dragons were half as smart as you. Good conversation is hard to find.
Among other things...
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Post by Kallen on Nov 6, 2004 16:50:25 GMT -5
When Iivari left Kallen had a lot of time to think about herself. She was dependant on others too much. Even now she wanted to allow Maeda to resume the role he had before all of this had started but she could not do that.
Sure she loved Maeda and always would. But she had to be her own person and could not be kept. She wanted to be with him but only if she could be a free spirit and do what was best for her. She pulled him close to her and closed her eyes as well. She let her tongue slip inside of his mouth and eagerly kissed him.
She had missed him so much and had wanted to know how he was. She wanted to be with him again but on her terms. She wondered if he would want her if she asked. And she wondered if he would go along with her terms.
She let one of her hands snake down his head and played with his hair. She ran it through his long blonde locks a few times before bringing it down his back and resting it on his lower back. Her other hand coming around to rest on his chest.
She loved the smell of his hair and the feel of his skin. SHe pulled away.
"Do you still want me Maeda?"
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Post by Caine((Mæda)) on Nov 6, 2004 16:54:30 GMT -5
i kiss her again after she asks me and then sigh as i look at her, my hand brushing her cheek before going around her ear and moving her hair away from her eyes. ....kallen... i realized how i have been treating you, and would love nothing more then to change the past... as far as loving you, then yes... but i can not own you as i have seemed to be doing in the past... so it is your choice, and always will be.
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Post by Sayuka on Nov 6, 2004 17:59:42 GMT -5
[glow=violet,2,300]"I will not be with you long since I have decided to return to Helsinki, Valkoinen. I will not tell you why I am moving because it concerns the rebel movement. "[/glow]
I say to Valkoinen as we walk towards a cafe. Maybe we can go to the crepe shop that I took Zero Amerikanski to when she visited me.
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Post by Lady Violet on Nov 6, 2004 18:05:16 GMT -5
"Damascus, good to see you again. I am proud of all of the work the dragons are doing. Slowly the world is being rebuilt, though we have a long way to go. How have you been?"
My mood is brighter since I am finally getting over that horrible counceling session. Best of all, most of my work is now complete.
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Post by Simona Weil on Nov 6, 2004 18:11:16 GMT -5
None of the anarchists bother to answer me. I become frustrated and storm out the door.
"Fine, I will rescue James myself."
I start to walk to the nearest teleporter, but realize that it is much too dangerous for me to try going after him on my own. Instead I call my brother Ezra to see if he can help me.
"Ezra, I have a favor to ask of you..."
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Post by Julia on Nov 6, 2004 18:20:49 GMT -5
I continue to walk down the street in Helsinki, searching for rebels. Most people are thinking about everyday things: buy groceries, their job, plans this weekend, passing their classes, sex, work, family, etc.
For a haven of rebels, the city is pretty boring. No one even seems to care that the rebels are here.
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Post by Sargent Oak on Nov 6, 2004 19:00:49 GMT -5
I teleported to Edea and bowed. "Yes mistress?" I asked. *I've been in seclusion. Meditating my powers. i shall not go crazy, I now know how to maintain my power. I shall soon kill Lady Violet.* I thought.
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