Reclaiming the Past

[Kith]

"You are right. But it is hard to think highly of yourself when it seems that life and people defeat you emotionally. I wish I was a stronger person....but maybe it is better I am not."

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"If I was stronger I might fight and kill Calithin. And I already kill too many people as it is."


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"Weakness can be a blessing."

I notice Riku. This is not good. I hope he does not tell anyone I was here. I was foolish for coming. Mingling with the rebels.

[Chihira]

"You're right, sometimes weakness is good."

[Kith]

"I should get going. I might get in trouble if I stay here."

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I stand up and look at Riku, not sure what to say.

[Chihira]

"Yes, you should get going. You could get everyone in trouble if you stay here. And Kith? Remember, you're only as weak as you think you are. If you think you are strong then, you are." I smile warmly at him. " Don't worry about Riku."

[Mikomi]

[shadow=red,left,300]It takes all of my resolve to go to Beijing. But I do. I go up to Violet's office. She is not there. Where is she? What if Maeva was right.
I stand there, afraid to see her. Afraid? I never have fear. Not even when fighting Kuro was I afraid. But this I am afraid of. I leave her office. No. I will not see her. I will go. She will never know that I was even here.
I leave her office and walk past Lin-Sat's. His office is dark as well. I have never spoken to the man. I have no idea who he is. But I am certain it is someone Violet could never love.





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[John]

i appear in a house or something like it and see riku, i walk over to him. what the h'ell happened to the hostel and villa...., are the others alright?

riku~
i look at john, as far as i know, i just got here, lucern was destroyed, everyone died but the others are alive.

john~
i glare at him and walk into the next room, i see an elf and chihira, i reconize him, it was kith from red infinity.

riku~
i walk after john and see him glaring at kith,. leave him alone, it isnt his fault. besides he could kill you if you ever fault.i look at kith ~kith*i wont tell anyone you were here if you dont tell anyone that they are alive~. i make john teleport back into the other room, i look at them again and walk to it again.

[Kisa Higurashi]

I walked into the apartment. There, I saw a Druidian who I did not yet know and a guy wearing a Red Infinity pin. What are you doing here? I asked, shocked that a member of Red Infinfity was here.

[Chihira]

" Don't mind him, he was just going, right?" I motion for Kith to go before anyone ELSE sees him.

[Kith]

I turn to Riku and say quietly.."Red Infinity knows everything...even this...but I will not tell."

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I look at the others.

"I am Kith Keitoleinen, and I work for the Ministry of Terror. I have most of my life. You can blame me for the destruction of Lucern and Helsinki. I am a murderer and a monster. I will take responsibility for my crimes..."

[Kisa Higurashi]

Gosh, you're pretty hard on yourself, I said, almost pitying the guy.

[Nabiki]

We received a call asking for another copy of the papers from Lady Violet. Good thing I made copies... I said as I took out the papers.

[Kith]

"I should be harder on myself. I should loathe myself for what I have done. I have killed thousands of people..."

All of this weighs heavily on me. I sit down and my eyes start to water.

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"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I've had to do this. I'm sorry that your lives are so hard."

[Lin-Sat]

i sense someone near my office, i get ready and teleport there. i look at the man,. mikomi right?. what brings you here.

riku~
i glance at kith, ~kith* no they dont, if they did i wouldnt be here~., you can stay alittle while kith, did your uncle ever talk to you?.

[Kisa Higurashi]

Kith's eyes started to water which kinda freaked me out. I sat down next to him. It's okay... And I agree with Riku, you can stay here for a little while, I said, trying to cheer him up.

[Chihira]

I sigh, "Kith..."( )