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Post by Asher on Jun 25, 2004 23:57:36 GMT -5
Thanks for saying you'd help...and i love your power btw...but of course i would...your more like me in that state than in your wolf or human form.
Sorry i can't seem to hold it down at this very moment...*she smiles sadistically*
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Post by Jon Talbain on Jun 26, 2004 0:12:54 GMT -5
Sometimes you can't. I have spent five years in fear of the moon, I know what it feels like to lose control of yourself.
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Post by Asher on Jun 26, 2004 0:22:18 GMT -5
Pain and causing pain make mine come out...along with lust and anger as well. I suppose mine is different from yours. Also pain feels like pleasure to me. Its something having to do with my genetics. And pleasure hurts sometimes. Its very odd.
*tilts head*
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Post by Jon Talbain on Jun 26, 2004 0:25:57 GMT -5
No, it sounds the same as mine actually. Even the pain thing. Since the change I'd noticed that I don't seem to get hurt at all.
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Post by Asher on Jun 26, 2004 0:45:01 GMT -5
You have a high pain tolerance? Pain cause you pleasure or no sensation at all?
Cuz i feel pleasure and if you do too then....
Sorry i got a bit overwhelmed...no one has had the same things as me. I mean no one has really understood where i was coming from. I thought i was a monster...a freak from the lab....
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Post by Jon Talbain on Jun 26, 2004 0:52:26 GMT -5
Well, I've gotten cuts and scraps before, since the change. They always faded away right away. It... I sort of enjoyed the whole thing. I never hurt myself on purpose but... but it was kind of fun to feel the healing work. I didn't know then that only silver would hurt me. I always felt weird about it, enjoying injury is kind of weird among humans.
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Post by Asher on Jun 26, 2004 1:07:54 GMT -5
Its weird among most people or beings in general. I never met anyone cept my friend who liked pain. I have a thing for it. I can withstand a lot as well. Most thought i was weird and a freak. I only can because of how i was made.
They caused alianation for me...no one could punish me...no one wanted to be near me because i caused pain to feel good. I have a complicated life...
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Post by Jon Talbain on Jun 26, 2004 1:18:02 GMT -5
I understand. Life can deal you some wild cards sometimes...
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Post by Asher on Jun 26, 2004 1:31:56 GMT -5
Its amazing how much you are like me...even though we are so different. There is so much we share yet it seems we shouldn't. I am glad we do. No we have someone to go to for this.
You to control...and me to hide...it is fortuitous that we literally bumped into one another...
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Post by Jon Talbain on Jun 26, 2004 1:42:05 GMT -5
It is isn't it? Perhaps there is some guiding force in this universe after all.
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Post by Asher on Jun 26, 2004 1:58:17 GMT -5
Well it seems I have helped you thus far...whether it works we will have to see.
But mine is not so easy to contain. Mine is not mental but partly physical. It is manenerisms and body...it is DNA which mine springs from. I will have to relearn my mannerisms and how i live to be able to supress it. I hope i can be helped it might be nice to have a normal time sometime.
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Post by Jon Talbain on Jun 26, 2004 2:04:15 GMT -5
I'll help you however I can.
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Post by Asher on Jun 26, 2004 2:12:52 GMT -5
Thats just it Jon i have no idea how you can help me. Yours is not as complicated as we thought but mines engrained in my very being. For the first time in my life i am scared...because i want to control it but i fear i can not. How classic the big bad sadistic torturer is scared...lol
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Post by Jon Talbain on Jun 26, 2004 2:16:54 GMT -5
The irony is thick but I'm sure we can figure some way to help you out between the two of us.
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Post by Asher on Jun 26, 2004 2:29:49 GMT -5
Yes i am sure we can. I look forward to being able to do something normal...if only once. To have a friend...or something else...would be nice. This will be wonderful...now lets pray you don't change...cuz if you do then i have to unleash myself completely to subdue you...but i won't hurt you i promise...if i have to restrain you...
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